In the midst of this rapidly unfolding gospel work, I often found myself overwhelmed with guilt, feeling as though I had contributed nothing. A quiet fear crept in: What if God regretted calling me to this path of salvation? That doubt weighed heavily, making it harder for me to take initiative or embrace new challenges. And then I came across this Bible verse:
For God’s gifts and his call are irrevocable. Ro 11:29
God’s choices are irrevocable. Yet my hesitation—my constant worry: Can I really fulfill this gospel mission?—was nothing less than a failure to trust the One who had called me. Now I see more clearly. To doubt myself is one thing, but to doubt the God who equips and empowers is another. From this moment on, I choose faith. I will no longer shrink back. I will step boldly wherever God leads me, fully trusting that He who called me will also enable me.