In the suburbs of Paris, the Duke of Des Esseintes reads a book by English novelist Charles Dickens and becomes fascinated with London. Inspired, he decides to embark on his very first journey. Excited, he dresses carefully, packs his bags, heads into the city, buys a London guidebook, and even enjoys a meal at an English-style restaurant to heighten the feeling of travel.
However, after finishing his meal, hesitation overwhelms him. He begins to worry about the fatigue of traveling, the discomfort of unfamiliar beds, and the cold that might seep into his frail body. All the difficulties he might face on the road suddenly feel burdensome.
“Why go through all that,” he thinks, “when I can enjoy a wonderful trip while sitting right here in my chair?”
And so, the Duke of Des Esseintes leaves the restaurant and returns home—missing the chance to see, feel, and experience a new world firsthand.
This is the plot of À rebours (Against Nature) by Joris-Karl Huysmans. Like the duke, many people hesitate before starting something new, weighed down by the difficulties they imagine ahead. Some even give up before they begin, frightened by obstacles that exist only in their minds. Think of all the ambitious New Year’s resolutions we make—exercise routines, foreign-language study, certifications. The moment we try to take even one small step, an inner voice whispers, “There are too many obstacles,” or, “It’s not the right time yet.” The voice sounds sweet, even reasonable. But if we keep listening, our plans quietly dissolve, and before we know it, the year ends in regret.
So how can we silence that temptation and hesitation and finally take that first step? There is a simple method: Instead of focusing on the real-world difficulties, imagine the joy, growth, and sense of accomplishment that await you. Picture yourself healthier after consistent exercise, or speaking confidently with foreigners thanks to your language practice.
As the saying goes, “Well begun is half done.” Starting is often the hardest part; once you begin, the rest may not be as difficult as you feared. If you have goals for the new year, start acting on them little by little. Instead of sinking into worry and doubt, imagine the joy and happiness of achieving what you have long hoped for. And remember—God, who governs the beginning and the end of all things and makes everything new, walks with you on your journey. With Him beside you, there is no reason to hesitate or hold back.